I'm still not sure how I feel about the story overall, but I think working on it so long has left me rather jaded about it. I look forward to sending it off to someone who will give me an honest response about it. But that's in the future.
I have two other stories that are finished that will also be sent out. One just needs a query written and me to feel like its worth being sent, the other needs a good strong round of edits before the rest happens. And of course, come the end of November I'll hopefully have 50,000 words of a new novel that is brewing in my mind. Plus I have a short story I've started that needs to be finished by April for a submission call.
But for now, it's time for a walk.